“I’m not afraid of my enemy who attacks me but, the friend who hugs me!”
— Edna Ruiz
I asked God for strength & He gave me one of the toughest trials ever! I thought He wasn’t listening when I kept asking Him for strength ‘cause the pain & weakness in my heart was bigger & bigger by the second..! Years later after crying myself to sleep every night I came to the conclusion that was His way of making me STRONG!! I had not only no more tears to cry but, I had no heart.. My heart was torn & so was my soul! I stopped believing He was listening… Until one night, He whispered in my ear: “come back & I will give you rest,peace,fotgiveness & love”… & that night not only was I testing Him but I wasn’t aware that the toughest part was about to begin! He needed me to believe HIM!! That evertything was gonna be ok just to hold in to Him & let Him guide me through buy, my heart was so stubborn.. I had to learn the hard way.. A constant battle between wanting to live or die. He never wanted me to die & showed it many times, different ways & using the same person… Here I am years later thanking God for that trial that was my hell. But, if I had never asked Him for strength I would have never of been half the strong woman I am now.. I have learned how to love, forgive & forget.
God gives you what you ask for.. But, not how you asked for it:)
One of the 5 loves of my life :D♥
I’ve learned not only to dance under the storm but, to laugh at every single drop:)
